At times like this we need only reflect on the great bards and poets of our timesI know, I know..what now?? I'm a drunk addict, been so for life, also been a member of my small towns community of aa for several years now. I have many friends in aa. Recently me and my ex got into it...also an aa member.. Nothing unusual there. as we have for years. However her friend decided to jump in this time and when i mean jump in....well heres the deal, and my question....this lady has been telling people I threatened her grandchildren...like molestation type ****....even called the cops..hell..I dont even know where she lives..they obviously got nothing on me, never will, as its a joke. no matter how or drunk I would ever get would i hurt a lil kid. But what do I do?? Other members of aa I spoken to about this, and I spoke to 3, what I call elders.... have said just let it go, let it ride It will all play out. Guys, I might not mean a damn thing to you, hell I'm sure I dont..but this to me is very serious....the implications are huge. I'm both pissed and afraid...if this was a dude...parking lot brawl for sure...I mean I am heated...but this is a 50 y/o chick??? I certaintly cant beat her ass physically. Ive settled most of my debts with fists my whole life....I dont really have experience dealing with this kinda thing without being physical. Can I call the cops and file some type of charge?? This is a small town, small aa community, this type of thing could ruin me. If it matters to any of you...and maybe only jrod and a few others know this, but fuk it.....I was raped when I was like 9...I was involved in a friendly fire indecent in the military...I dont want sympathy, I just want help on this issue. Unfortunately throwing hands wont help. Sorry...maybe a pathetic post, sometimes though a stranger offers the best advice. peace!!!
Edit: this might be my longest post ever...Toe would be proud...lol